Train Up Your Child.

Hearing my children speak today of there Faith or lack their of makes me realize how much my walk has failed them.

Speaking with my older daughter her reasoning is because of how "the Church" treated us when everything happened with my Son's Dad & I understand because it's how I have felt & struggled for so long & just now being able to put that behind me. To the best of my ability anyway., she mentioned my Son is probably that way because he lives with his Dad., again my fault.

I accept that I am a recovering alcoholic ., I accept my path., I just wish I haven't caused my children so much heartache.
I know & believe the final chapter isn't written., Thank You God for that.

On this Mother's Day eve I feel a heavy heart. Sadness in a way I cannot describe.

Train up your child in the way he/she should go and when he is old he will not depart from it.

May 2012