I have to laugh at my thoughts today., as I think., how do you let go of something you never had?
I don't resent you, really I just accept you. I accepted you long ago without condition because that is how God loves me.
I accepted all the good the bad just you., because I have been dealing with this so many years.
Only through my acceptance of you., can I accept me., just where I am . I don't feel sorry for you, as I realize their are no victims at a certain point of life.
YOU choose & you have.
I accept that & in accepting you., it is time in my life I let you go.
Not without pain, but in love., I love you, I always have and I always will.
However, Today, I choose today for the first time in my life I choose to walk away from you, because I have walked in the light with people that have walked boldly & set the example. I can't walk in darkness anymore. I have learned once you know better you do better., that is a choice, a choice I can walk in or a choice I can ignore. I've tried to ignore it & I can't ignore it and become the me I need to be. I can't choose to ignore the truth., I know better., I must act in the way I know.
I choose Freedom from self, Freedom in Sobriety., Freedom from you.
May you have Peace that passes all understanding. May people that you need to meet & know come into your path to guide you. God be with you.
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