Saturday, June 15, 2013

Happy Father's Day~2013

Father's Day has always been an extremely difficult day for me. I am learning to let go of that & learning today has enough joy & happiness & I don't have to live in that sorrow anymore.

I have raised my older two children to love their Father's despite their differences & the relationship they choose to have with their children is up to them at some point. That I am not responsible for.

Having only had my Father for 3 years I relied solely on my Brother for male influence in my life & I believe given the tools he had to work with he did a pretty great job. He is an amazing Man & I am proud of him & grateful.

I am grateful Saedee's Daddy is just as much of a big kid as she is little & I love watching them play & their laughter & joy & love. He is responsible & a Man of God I am so Blessed.

I am grateful for My Father in law & his strong character & grace. He has blessed my life immensely. He has taught me allot about what a Father is.

My Heavenly Father that I so treasure our relationship & the ways I am learning to lean on him, depend on him & seek him in all things. That relationship that is a constant part of my daily life & I realize he has always been there & brought the people I need in my life just as I need them. He had never walked away & if our relationship changes it's because he allows me the choice to go where I need to grow & find me, it always leads me back to him. My Heavenly Father.

If Father's Day is a tough day for you, I pray you find peace with your past to have the joy waiting for you today.






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